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[May. 31st, 2010|12:58 pm] |
Life is really good right now. I get the feeling just saying that out loud makes me a sell out though. Keeping to work and the Den has made it easy to avoid having to think about anything else that goes on in this town. I used to be all about secretly hoping for some kind of revolution, but now I'm all about openly saying: what's the point. I've got too much to lose now. Maybe if my dad had thought that way, he'd still be alive. Probably not. Who knows.
Summer is coming. That's got to be my favorite season. Got to stock up on aloe. Nothing like the smell of aloe! |
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[May. 8th, 2010|02:44 pm] |
Don't trust vampires, but live with them. It's getting harder by the day. How do people do it for decades? I think I'm getting soft in my old age.
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I shouldn't have mentioned I wanted that job. I know I could back out, or just not show up, but I get the feeling that might piss the guy off. Also? I could really use the money to help Dove out, so I don't want to back out. It'll be worth it. It couldn't possibly be that dangerous if I just keep my head down and do the work, right? Yeah--right.
I hate seeing Dove sick. I almost just want to buy drugs for him. Maybe if he only does some and I monitor how much he does? Just to make him feel better? I don't know.
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[Apr. 19th, 2010|06:16 pm] |
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I really don't know how to talk to Dove about the whole--I don't even know what to call it. It's none of my business. Half the people I know get money that way. Fray says I should ask him to stop if it bothers me. I want to offer to just give him money not to see anyone else, but that's kind of just as bad of me. I mean, then I'm paying for him too, but we wouldn't be--having sex. So maybe not the same thing.
I'm really confused. I wonder what would happen if I just kissed him.
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I'm really glad I don't go to school. |
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[Apr. 16th, 2010|11:06 am] |
So, I got called stuck up and too serious the other day. Apparently I need to go to parties and run around half-naked to be 'fun.'
Ugh, just saying it like that makes me sound old. Maybe I do work too hard, or don't have enough fun. I'm usually in bed by ten, even on the weekends. Though with this ghost-business I suppose I'll be up later sometimes. But I don't think that counts as cutting loose, getting wasted, and getting laid--or whatever it is I'm supposed to be doing to not be so stuck up? |
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[Apr. 11th, 2010|12:23 pm] |
I want to go camping. I was talking to Dove about it and it just sounds like a lot of fun. I'm going to snitch all of the blankets in the Den and head out to the woods to build a big old tent. A house of blankets. And we'll have a campfire and eat marshmallows and tell ghost stories. And maybe we can go see that lamp thing that's there.
Maybe I'm just tired of working all the time so I need some time as far away as possible. Not that we can go very far, but still. |
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[Apr. 8th, 2010|11:07 pm] |
So I hear prom is coming up? I don't think I'd be attending even if I was still going to school. It's kind of weird to hear people talking about it. I don't know if I'm jealous, or just find it weird to be excited about dressing up in clothes that won't be able to be used for anything else in your life.
Unless you're a bridesmaid or something. Or a pallbearer (for the guys--do chicks ever carry coffins?). |
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